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LoveAngel aka Dawn
Atiqah
Charles
Daphne
SiewYuan
Rachel
Fairuz
JunQing
Hamster
JingYi
Melisa
ZhiLun
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Rusydia
Tqi
Tammie
KyrosKoh
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BLACK HISTORY

March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
July 2008

Sunday, July 20, 2008

Pictures Of the Golf Course

The first picture quite sux, it was taken in the late evening but i notice that there this opening in the sky so i just took it down. I love clouds.
the 2nd picture looks better though, the water channel that its connected to kranji resevoir beside the 15th tee box. Nice cool area just feel lyk sleeping there.
Haven slept for more than 24 hrs le plus alcohol acting alittle dizzy lol.
Today will be a short post then.
Status of dta

1. Emo
2. Sad
3. Tired
4. Bored

Shall end here.

11:25 PM


Duno why i'm still awake at this time.
Its 4 am.
Wide Awake.
Nothing to do.
Hungry.


Still need to wake up early tmr.

SIANZZZ.

Once a friend told me this, friends last u a lifetime.
And i can totally agree with that.
I learnt that principle the hard way i guess, but at least i now know.
Treasure buddies that brave hardships with u. Cherish their presence when u have them.
Shall stop with the Emo stuff.

Met Raine yesterday to pass her a bottle of Cordon Bleu that i promise.
Took the bus to Bukit Gombak at around 8.35pm.
Boarded the bus and i saw 2 pretty ladies on the bus.
Duno why my eyes kp looking at girls these few days.... (at least nt looking at boys)

Here the interesting part.
One of the girls is wearing a white mini skirt and she sitting with her legs wide open.
I saw the colour but decided nt to stare le.
However this uncle decided to move to her opposite seat and sat down pretending to be aslp.
Enjoying free show.
However i tink the girl know le cos the uncle kept looking down and she stood up with her friend to stand beside me.
Wat luck....
Too bad i got off earlier than them.
Went to Gombak Mrt station to wait for Raine.
As usual she's smoking hahaha/
Her hair hasnt grown back yet but at least its nt that toot animore.
She prompted me to add some of the Cordon Bleu into my apple juice lol.Wierd i guess.
And so she left.

Nth to do.
Stupid idea came into my head lets walk form bukit gombak to my house.
So started walking.
While walking saw a few unusal stuff.
This lady was quarreling with wat i seems lyk her boyfriend.
I couldnt comfirm cos the guy looks 40 year old and the girl around 20+
Girl: Hold me tightly, pls love me again!!

Guy: I found new love pls dun come look for me again animore.

Girl: No!( tugs at the guys shirt and hand)

Guy: Ure irritating. Let go dun make a scene (Guy shoves and pushes)

The girl fell down and her knee was bleeding. However the girl gets back up.

The guy started to walk away. I decided to move on cos im the onli person looking and its so obvious. Pity that girl.

I carried on walking.
Nxt i saw this car crashed into a tazi right infront of my eyes.
Wanted to take a picture but realise that my phone has no flash.
Both men came out from their respective vehicle and started quarreling.
The guy was scolding the taxi driver about his car being runned on diesal thus his car is worthless compared to his car that ran on petrol.
Funny argument but interesting.
That happen outside the Bukita Batok Driving Centre. Irony right.
I guess both drivers should just walk in and retake their tests.

So i carried on walking. So mani events. I feel lyk im on and epic journey to venture home lol.
Machiam Journey to the West.

The nxt incident freaked me out.
Was walking pass this deserted old army camp.
It was quite huge so it took about 15 mins to walk pass it.
While walking pass i constanly feel chills up my spine.
had a feeling sumone was behind me all the time.
Decided nt to look back as i continued walking.
However curiousity is killing my cat.
Decided to take peek.
the first ting i saw was blood omg.
nxt moment i realise it was the girl that quarreled with the guy her knee was still bleeding.
Wat a scare plus she was wearing a white dress.
Decided to help her even though she said that she could manage.
In the end she just rested her arms on me shoulder as i helped her along.
I asked her where she lived and she said that she didnt felt lyk going home.
Cham le i stuck with this stranger and i promise Qing that i will be back home by 9.50 to talk to her.
Sooooooooo, i just told the lady wat passed has passed look on in life. Go on slp take a bath take care of your wound and everything would be alright
She noded. with that i just flagged down the cab and she got on and left for her house.

Poor me continue walking.
Finally reach my house, realise i forgot to bring my key.
To hell with me, intercom my parents which happened to be nt at home.
My luck sux.
Had to walk to the main gate which was one big round.
When u reached the security demanded to see my key to let me pass throgh, i explained that i forgot and he refused to let me in.
Stupid guards in then i finally persuade them to let me in aniway.
Smooth talker xia me.

I called my parents to ask where they were and they actualli said that they were at home.
LOL
Thus the journey of me ends when i went safely into the lift to proceed back to my comfort zone.


SUDDENLY THE LIGHT WENT OUT!(this didnt happen)


Shall end off here post some photo of the golf course tmr if i get to have ani good shots of the scenary. Nite.Signing off Ciao.

3:46 AM

Thursday, July 17, 2008

Sleeping In Toilet,Bus, EVERYWHERE

TODAY is just a ridiculous day for me.
Woke up at around 9a.m even though i slept at 5am. Dots.
My mum wanted me to go shopping with her.
SIANZ, that means endless walking around in my half dead body.

Reluctantly, i dragged my feet into my bathroom and sat on the toilet bowl.
Guess wat, i actualli fell aslp why sitting on the toilet bowl while brushing tooth.

Mum: Eh Ah Wei(thats what they call me at home) u masturbating inside isit.

Me:ZZZ (no reply)

Mum: knock loudly ehh answer lah.

Me: *shocked* swallowed sum of the toothpaste and made sum gakking noises.

Mum: EH dun die inside if want to die unlock the door also if nt need call Civil Defence open door

Me: SIANZZZ

Took 190 to orchad to shop with my mum.
Was tired that i fell aslp on the bus.
Halfway i jerked awake to find myself lying on a girl's shoulder. OMG
The girl was also slping.
....
Aniway i didnt care and just continued lying on her shoulder shiokness.
The girl was nt bad looking though.
But a tad too old for me.

Had lunch at Sakura yet again.
Mum was there so shouldnt complain she footed the bill.
Went shopping for clothes, bought this pair of black levis jeans.

Saw a disgusting act during my walk from wisma to cineleisure
This guy was digging his nose lyk if there sth horrible stuck in it,
THEN WHEN HE TOOK OUT HIS FINGER HE FLICKED IT AND IT LANDED ON THE HAIR OF A GIRL. OMG.

After that, me and my mum took taxi home.

Talked and comforted and sort of pei this girl talk on the net cause she had certain issues with relationships.
Why r are people all suffering due to the affairs of the heart.
Be strong and smile : )
Cos Life is jsut as wonderful with or without relationships.
Wat matters is that One is happy.


5:25 AM

Wednesday, July 16, 2008

OMG, FINALLY IM BACK TO THIS BLOG

Dots, its almost a year since i blog due to some unforseen circumstances i decided to abandon this blog for this time period.

Managed to find work at Big'O cafe at Wheelock Place. Nice job, Nice ambience and the people there are really nice too. However the standard of food isnt quit gd and the price is super high. SO eat it when u feel lyk digging a hole in your pocket yah?

Incident 1:

Customer: The Banana Fudge ice-cream is nice, where can i buy it. From your factory?

Manager: Yes our ice cream is made in our factory but we dun sell it by tubs, u can onli dine in.

Customer: Why, it feels wierd.

Manager: Sry sir im just following orders too.

LATER.....
Me: We have a factory? Wow...

Manager: Siao ah, dun have lah, we just said that its from our factory cause lyk more dua pai.

Me: Why?Where did the ice-creamcome from actualli?

Manager: Frm Andersons and we r selling way more ex so we just had to say its frm our factory.

Me: .....

Incident 2

While i was working there, i saw this 20+ lady sitting alone in the restaurant. She was quite pretty thus I starting looking at her with utmost curiousity. My colleagues knew that i was staring her and they prompt me to make a move. I attended to her every need, topping up water, clearing her empty plates eg.
Her every thank you seems lyk music to my ears.
Time flies and she asked for a check.
I attended to her lyk alwaes.
As she stood up to leave i notice that she had forgotten to take 2 plastic bags that contain items that seemed lyk presents. I rushed over.

Me: Mam, dun forget to take your plastic bags.

Lady: Dun call me Mam call me Jolene.

Me: *tonguetied*

Lady: Dun mind taking care the plastic bags for me as i need to go to the Ladies.

Me: With pleasure Mam.

She stared at me with those girly eyes and she went.
I took a piece of tissue paper and wrote down my name and no. and i slip it into one of the plastic bags. LOL Retarded.

She came back took the bags and left.

1 day later, i received a call.
ME:Helo may i knw hus this?

Caller: i saw this tissue paper with your no.

Me: did u go to Big'O to eat?

Caller: No i found the tissue paper in the bag of present that my friend gave.

Me: *coldsweat* Hangs up phone.

WTF. SWAY

Back to reality.
Its been quite a hard time for me actually.
But somehow or rather i gotten over it.
No more feeling or what-so ever.
Im Sry especially to SC.
When i was down i called and u were alwaes there.
U comforted and listen to my rants for 5 days in a row.
U never complained.
U r a wonderful girl.
We shared sum amazing times.
But my heart wasnt ready to love again at that point of time.
U were ready to accept me for hu i m then but i knw that it would be unfair for u.
Thats why i let u go and i think u should know the reason why.
I never wanted to hurt u.
Rather hurt u now then to hurt u later.
The movie was nice though.
And the cookies u baked were delicious.


Just went for medical check up and Im into Pes A.
Going to be botak soon i guess.
After NS, my parents are sending me overseas to study. (location: not comfirmed)


I just love the night.
Its so cooling, so refreshing.
How i alwaes imgaine myself walking with the girl of my dreams down this environment.
I guess it would be nice.
SO NICE......

Ending here, i swear i will update soon to make up for the 1 year that i have benn slacking off.




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2:33 AM

Thursday, August 30, 2007

Freedom
I long for freedom.
I thirst for it.
Wheres the key to freedom.
I want it now.
Blogging under some unknown void deck while waiting for WenJia to go school today.
Stupid person duno how to set security to their router.
LMAO
Stealing some unknown person's connection under some unknown block.
School has been bad.
Teachers has been giving me advices.
"Concentrate on Studies and forget about relationship."
I just feel lyk asking them to go away.
I have my own way of life.
I think im mature enough to decide on what i want.
If i really put my studies as my second priority
I dun need anyone to tell me wat to do it sux.
WenJia is coming signing off

6:33 AM

Wednesday, August 22, 2007

Hey guys.
Not in the best of mood now.
Some people just don't get it do they.
I've this problem brooding in my head for lyk so damn long.

So little yet i scared that this small amount may get even smaller.
How do i tell u??
I dun wan the relationship to get worse.
But seriously this matters need to be addressed.
Seriously if this carrys on i think i will be just a BF by name.

Wats the problem with u aniway.
Cant every seem to figure u out.
Everyone seems to be okay with me except you.

I tried i realli tried to give in.
But with every inch i give i gt a feeling u wanna take a mile.
If u werent that close, i would have already f u till your mum dun even recognise you.
Trust me i will do that if u step over the limit one more time.

If diplomacy doesnt work deterrance will have to take place.

If u understand what i m trying to imply, pls be gracious.

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8:23 PM

Wednesday, August 15, 2007

I Feel so DEAD
Today i felt a sense of joy when i touched bball again.
I get to play with my J2 buddies again.
Especially Moo, Jody Yi Sheng and Brain.
But overall i felt dead.
Going to fail my geog test.
Arghh
Sumtimes i realli wonder why people are not contented with what they have.
I realli do wonder how the other party will feel.
I m contented with wateva i have and i shant ask for more.
I not the type of person that ask for more.
Haiz

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8:35 PM


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