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I Wish my life was as simple as an anime.

LoveAngel aka Dawn
Atiqah
Charles
Daphne
SiewYuan
Rachel
Fairuz
JunQing
Hamster
JingYi
Melisa
ZhiLun
Nas
Rusydia
Tqi
Tammie
KyrosKoh
Rome
Mrs Piggy aka Anne XD
friend
friend

March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
July 2008

Exams are finally over, however i cant get myself to be happy about it.

Had Econs exams today.
And it totally sux.
Been studying up late these few days.
Thus i slept in the exam hall.
So clever of me. WTH
In the ended up not finishing the essay.
Omg i can just die and kill myself.
Tried to stay awake by biting myself on the palm and stabbing myself with a pen.
In the end the tip of the pen broke off and i did nt have any other pen.
Lucky Victor was behind me and i borrowed a pen from him.
Thx.

Urgh tmr is lit and maths.
I'm gona slp early today just in case tmr there another type of this incident.

On a lighter note.
Its 4 mths, 4 mths.
Hahaha
Happy me.

Exams oooo scary.
Hw am i feeling nw??
Stressed?? Worked up?? Nervous??
Nah..
Its just the summer test but that doesnt mean i wun do my best.

Been studying for the past 2 weeks
Tts someting that I would never do.
U can never see weesin mugging cos its just a wrong sight.
just lyk if u eat ice cream in spaghetti sauce.
It just doesnt mix, just lyk me and studying.

However im doing it so maybe one day u should try ice cream with spaghetti sauce.
Oh yah i wun be in school for the 1st day of exams as i do nt have exams on that day.
I shall just wish all of my friends gd luck for tmr summer tests.
ALL the best.

HMMMMMM, u must be wondering wat am i doing up so late, the time is lyk 4am in the morning.
Guess wat i m studying maths.
Sry to that sumone cos i never kp my promise but i promise that i will slp 8 hrs in the morning.
Tuesday having Econs.
Urgh!!
Data response is the most problematic one.
The skills are lyk unheard of.
So alien.
Interpreting the data response is so tough.
I tink i should do ok with the essay questions.

Hope that exams will pass by quicky.
LoL.
Shall go back to doing maths.
Stupid calculus, why did he invented it aniway.
My mind is filled with Raju nw, creepy.
Ms Nathan's voice rings in my brain "people's person"
Looking forward tothe activities after exams.
Going vivo city, being part of the human flag, get back to my cute K1 kids again and lastly play basketball with my friends.

Shall sign off here.
a good morning to everyone!!

:)

I'm just happy to be in love. <3

Don't Matter-Akon

Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you babe
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you babe
'Cause we gonna fight
Oh yes we gonna fight
Believe we gonna fight
We gonna fight
Fight for our right to love yeah
Nobody wanna see us together
But it don't matter no
'Cause I got you

Nobody wanna see us together
Nobody thought we'd last forever
I feel 'em hopin' and prayin'
Things between us don't get better
Men steady comin' after you
Women steady comin' after me
Seem like everybody wanna go for self
And don't wanna respect boundaries
Tellin' you all those lies
Just to get on your side
But I must admit there was a couple secrets
I held inside
But just know that I tried
To always apologize
And I'ma have you first always in my heart
To keep you satisfied

This song its so true so damn true.
We gotta fight for our right to love.
Alwaes first in my heart mind and soul.
Just wanna c you happy as it makes me satisfied
Hu doesnt keep secrets from their loved ones.
But it doesnt matter cos i've gt you and thats what that matters.
Love You so much.

Hot-Avril Lavigne







I feel the same way too :)

Me and my stupid mouth.
Keep spouting on riduculous things and things that has passed.
Urgh.
Hate myself for that.

Sumtimes i just wonder, why do i ever bring up the past.
Why?
And get myself into a situation that is so uncomfortable.
Sumtimes i just wished that what i say would nt affect people.

How would anione feel ok if wateva u say would affect that person.
I just could not get rid of the guilty concious.
Thus a string of sorries will follow that.
And i would ponder, think through it all night.
Why?
I guess its just my fault.

It alwaes is, no mater hw people try to deny.
I would alwaes feel that its my fault.
Sigh.
Brain in knots and tangles now.
Dun feel lyk slping, dun feel lyk doing anithing.
I shall stone till morning comes.
My heart is in pain cant anione tell??

Argh!!!!!
Pissed of with myself.
I shall drown myself in thoughts tonight.

It ends tonight, after that i shall move along and kp it as my dirty little secret.

FUCK!!

horrendous haircut.
URGH URGH URGH URGH!!!!

Went to hair salon this afternoon at about 1 plus.
Sat down in the chair as i notice this new hairdresser.
To my horror she went over to help me cut my hair.
I was lyk the usual, hoping that she will take the initiative to ask if she duno.
After just 2 mins of haircutting, i drifted off to Lalaland.
LOLS

I woke up into a nightmare.
My fringe was gone.
GONE!! OMFG!
I feel so uneasy without my fringe.

Cartoon haircut as sumone put it.
ARGG the pain. As my sister said that it was horrendous.
Laugh sumore!! damn saded now.

Chapter of the Puzzle Fighter
For people that duno, its a game that i installed in my laptop.
Today i encountered a pro.
Played with the pro and i lost 10 times and i won once.
OMFG, embarrassed myself.
Hope the pro does nt get to addicted to Puzzle Fighter and study for Summer Test.

P.S i wish my hair would grow faster, cartoon haircut?? lol screw u man. jkjk

Just reach home. Damn tired from today's outing with my best friends Moo, Chee Yang and Vincent. We were once the 4 inseparable guys from 0651A!!

The happy times.
Moo and Vincent have promote, while Chee Yang withdrew to go SP while i retained.
Its been so long time since we 4 actually went out together.

Started the day by giving a wake-up call at 8am.
Was damn tired due to the fact that i was playing games on the net the previous night.
Thus i was onli able to catch lyk 1hr of sleep.

After giving the wake up call, i went to bath and prepared to meet Moo at Woodlands Mrt station at 10am.
When i reached, he said that he would only be able to reach at 11.30.
OMG!!
I was left with nth to do for one and a half hours.

Decided to do sth spastic.
Went to Woodlands Regional Centre.
Proceeded to the 2nd storey and start with drawing money from the ATM machine.
i had fun queueing up again and again to withdraw money.
I tink i withdraw about 1200 dollars.
After that, i went to deposit them again.
LOL it was fun and time consuming cos almost 45 mins had passed.

Damn MOO!! make me wait.

He soon came at 11.30 and we proceeded to sch to study.
Studied from 12- 7.
Depletion of the brain juices.
Chee Yang and his gf Yong Rong came to sch to join us to study.
At 7, we left sch for town.

Went to Heeren to get Baoyun's bdae present at New Urban Male. haha
After buying, Chee Yang and Moo suggested to play pool, so off we went to Cineleisure.

Played for 2 hrs plus and Vincent joined us halfway through.
It was 11pm when we finished playing.
Decided to play Lan.
Had a fun time.
Was laughing my ass off during certain parts.
Especially while playing Counter Strike.
Damn retarded.
If only words could describe the fun and joy we had.

After playing till 1 plus, all of us were hungry, thus i suggested to go eat.
Went to this 24 hr coffee shop to eat.
While we were eating, there was this sudden downpour. The wind was quite strong thus a few leaves ended up in my friends' soup. Extra ingredients...
There was a blackout too.

Lol decided cab home as it was the onli transport available.
The cab ride was fun too except for the annoyhing seat belt that the driver forced me to out on.
My chest was in pain, freedom restricted. SUCKs.

Finally reached home at 2.45 and decided to blog about this b4 slping.
It was a real fun day hope to meet u all out soon.
I shall go slp nw, sumone say that theres a surprise for me tmr. Excited.


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P.S I treat everyone the same, cos both are equally important, i wun neglect either one of them. Last.

Labels: SLPY

I'm on my way home when i saw this incident.
Till now it still quite fresh in my memory.

As i walked into my condominium.
There was this kid being slapped continuously by a lady whom I supposed as his mum.
The boy was 5 years old and he was crying.
Apparently, lots of people has gathered round to see what the commotion was about.

As i walk past, i heard that the boy had lied to his mum.
The mum then brought him down to the lobby to punish him just to let him be embarrassed.

Omg, i was wondering. Does the mum want his son to be embarrassed for the rest of his life.
I cant help but to pity the boy.
In reality. who have never lied before??
Even though its a sin to lie, i'm sure everyone deserve a second chance.
A chance to show repentance, a chance to show that one has changed for the better.

What is the world coming to. Is this all an act just to get attention.
If i were in the kid's shoes, i would just moved out of the house if i had the money or at least have the mentality to.

I proceeded home thinking of what might happen to the boy.
I just hope that he learns his mistake and is ok now.

P.S Hungry....

Innocence- Avril Lavigne

Waking up I see that everything is ok
The first time in my life and now it's so great!
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliant, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

I found a place so safe, not a single tear
The first time in my life and now it's so clear
Feel calm I belong, I'm so happy here
It's so strong and now I let myself be sincere
I wouldn't change a thing about it
This is the best feeling

This innocence is brilliance, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now

And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by
It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's the state of bliss you think you're dreaming
It's the happiness inside that you're feeling
It's so beautiful it makes you wanna cry

It's so beautiful it makes you want to cry

This innocence is brilliance, it makes you want to cry
This innocence is brilliance, please don't go away
'Cause I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by

This innocence is brilliance, I hope that it will stay
This moment is perfect, please don't go away, I need you now
And I'll hold on to it, don't you let it pass you by.


P.S No matter how haywire you become, you are still what you are to me. :)

hmmm. thursday.
Accompanied Wenjia to school
She had PW to do while i was studying.
Did i just say STUDY!!!
Studied for lyk 1 1/2hrs b4 ending up playing bball
Omg.
Stress STRESS stressed!!

I just found out that its lyk 10 days to our summer test and i've lyk not even started.
And yet, theres gona be a BBQ at my house.
So in another words 9 days left for studying.

Books lecture notes nt to mention "the Guide"
Dear ms Nathan says that we need to red through the whole book to get the whole ideaa.
Guess wat, im just lyk at the 60th page.
I should be lyk given the worst student award.
LOL.

3.30pm Moo called and ask me to meet him and some friends at the Palm Gardens gate.
I was slping at them time.
Urgh.
Wwnt down to meet them at the gate.
They decided to come up to my house.
I was tired and i told them to put their stuff in the fridge and go down.
However they would not leave until they hear me play the piano.
Out of touch with piano for lyk a few months.
Went back to room to sleep.
I'm such a sucker for sleep just lyk sumone.

Went down to join the BBQ at about 7pm.
Brought down 3 bottleS OF 40% SCOTCH. and 8 bottles of tiger beer.
Drank to our fill.
Brian was the bdae boy.
Brian, Jun Qing, Pui Man, Moo, Bao Yun, Gerald, Jun Wei, Lester, Jian Long, Kah Kiat,Jin Long Amanda, Valerie came.
Valerie was our BBQ auntie as she served us up with delicious chiken wings and hot dogs.

Most of our faces were red with the alcohol. LOL

Thx everyone, it was a fun day.

P.S Hope you're nt angry. Study hard yah?? haha looking forward to Monday, and dun forget to hand in the essays. :)

AHHHH!!!!
My ass is aching, legs r shaking.
Pain Pain Pain....

Cant even bend down- without grimacing in pain.
Nw i feel the pain of the elderly climbing and and bending down.

Woke up at 4.10 today.
Wanted to bath, however due to the fact that i was still in a sleepy state.
I stood under the shower head and bath without even turning on the tap.
OMG.
So slpy!!

My ass was in pain, however i still went shopping.
Clever me and nw im lyk hobbling.

Tmr still need to go to sch to lyk collect a confirmation letter that says that i will still be studying in Innova for the nxt 2 years.

Crap.

2 weeks of holidays left.
Barely started my revision.
I get turned off by books, seriously-- no kidding.
Infact if nt for my trustee Mentos, every lecture i would be slping.

Tired.
LAzy to type animore.
Shall end here.

Once again
Happy BDAE to Desiree and Brain


P.S Its a torture, u understand,do u??

Labels: Tired

Where is the love??

Your back faced me,
As i watched u walk slowly away.
My shadow calling out to yours.
To no avail.

Leaves started falling.
Leaving bare branches alone.
Winter came,
All was peaceful except my heart.

3 long years before spring finally came.
However my heart was of stone.
Can it learn to love once more??
Attempted but failed miserably.

4th of January, on that very day.
My stone heart melted with the spring showers.
I was filled with life again.
I've found love.

I decided to give chase.
However, its somehow alien to me now.
I didnt knw wat to do.
I tried and to my joy i succeeded.

1 and 2 had soon gone by
3 has already bade me goodbye.
4 is still on its way
Along with trouble i can say.

As we sat down by the riverside.
The one hu left came back.
Her shadow calling out to me.
To no avail.

Thunderstorm raged throughout the whole night.
Whats gone will be gone.
No matter how much u try,
Its lyk a young kid learning how to fry
Hopeless and useless.

So be gone.
Go back to the forest beyond.
Theres nothing for you here.
Unless u wanna shed some tears.

Spring has come and stay
I love you is wat i say.
Truely deeply forever this way.

A love that was lost can never be recovered.
Im sorry but its over.

Sry again for not making it clear.
But its over.

Dun cry,
I will never go back.

No sorries can ever bring me back.
No tears can soften me again.

I sick and tired of you.
Pls go and leave us alone.


Feeling a little shitty now.
Pissed at wat some people can do.
Some people just have no dignity and pride.

Thx for the gummy bears and swiss knife.
Loved it.
Busy week ahead.
Finally decided to join Basketball.
Oh yah Happy Birthday to Brian and Desiree.
Happy 18th and 17th bdae respectively.
May your wishes come true.

Tmr having class outing.
Sort of last minute.
Decided not to go.

Received a call from some inspector Koh today.
Apparently, i didnt register that i was schooling and was questioned by that inspector Koh on why i didnt go for medical check up.
He explained to me the consequences of skipping army.
After the long talk, i said i was schooling.
He was lyk "oh"
i am supposed to go down to hand in the form by this friday.

May angels lead u in.
Here You Me my Friends
On sleepless roads the sleepless go.
May angels lead you in.

Won the comeptition.
Woooo
damn hapi but sth is missing.
Been having wierd dreams lately.
Just 2 days ago, dreamt about a sec sch friend making out with an arch enemy of mine.
Urgh, woke up with cold sweat.
After convincing myself that that would nt happen in a 1000 years i went back to slp.
Only to find myself dreaming again
I dreamt about myself staring at a clock that would nt move.
Omg time wasnt moving. I was stuck on the 5th of june.
I woke up again, 10 mins has past in reality but in the dream i was lyk going to be stuck there eternally.

Wierd dreams.
Bad signs??
Nah, tink i m being too superstitious.

Watching white chicks, and it was damn funny.
However the song "A thousand miles" in that movie was wat i will remember.

especially this few lines

If I could fall
Into the sky
Do you think time
Would pass me by
'Cause you know I'd walk
A thousand miles
If I could
Just see you
Tonight

Tmr there sch again.
Hope theres rain tmr.
The weather been so hot.
12 days has just been reduced to 3.
It has been quite an uneventful 9 days apart from the times i had with my friends in sch.
Thks to charles glenn victor moo valerie baoyun junqing and those adorable K1 kids.
these peple just brighten up my day.

Friends forever??

And to that special person,
Wenjia

Forever may be too strong a word.U are right we can go a long way, but nth is forever.
So we shall be realistic haha.

Hope to see you soon. <3

The pictures finally came.
Woo!!